Disciples fishing

Reflecting on Easter, it must have been hard for the disciples to transition from the whole Crucifixion and Resurrection. I mean look at how there were locked up in the room and Jesus revealed himself to them.(John 20) But I don’t think the Disciples quite got it until Jesus met them on the beach and again invited them to ministry. (John 21) I think what gives me hope is that during times of transition that Jesus comes and re-invites us to Kingdom work, that new call, (yet familiar if you look at him calling the disciples from their jobs as fishermen. Luke 5) the call from the Resurrected Jesus is one that is eternal a call for a new life.

Read the stories in the bible. What do you think?

Graves of 122 Slovak soldiers who lost their lives during the World War II. War cemetery in Prešov, Slovakia

War cemetery in Prešov, Slovakia
Originally uploaded by Martin Baran.

I found out my grandmother has passed away. I was unable to attend the funeral because I’m in Slovakia. My mother was very lucky to have spent the last few days with my grandmother alive. My grandmother was rather happy despite dealing with the pneumonia and have eating problems. She died peacefully. My mother said the funeral was nice. She gave the Eulogy. Please pray for me and my family in this tough time.

Rest in Peace
BETTY LURENE VAN RENSALIER
Aug. 25, 1926-April 20, 2009

Death is a funny thing, we hear about so often we become numb to it. It seems to hit the heart when it is someone you know. I knew it was coming, but somehow I didn’t expect it so soon. I’m still try to figure out what to actually feel. As I sort through my feelings I am reminded of one of my biggest fears: Not death itself but, Dying and nobody caring. Sometimes it scares me to think about it. I have to remind myself that I have friends and family who will mourn, be sad, care and remember me with fondness. And most important ,that I have a God who has gone through death and cares for me when my moment comes. Every now and then I’ll read the news and my heart will beat just a little off rhythm and feel heavier in someway when I hear about people that have died that day. I think in some small way that feeling is God’s way of sharing his pain and concern for all those who die, with us. No one dies alone or unmourned because we have a God who is there and cares deeply.

Common Prayer at Geneva Taize Event

Taize- Common Prayer
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Ahoj and Greetings from Slovakia. Radostne Vianoce and Štastny Novy Rok (Merry Christmas and Happy New Year). This newsletter is a little later than expected only because of my busy Holiday!!!

I especially want to thank the many people who sent cards and packages. I received quite a lot, more on that later though. Please continue to support me through prayer. It helps to know that we are together in the Lord despite however far apart we may be. Please also continue to pray for me and the other young adult volunteers around the world. And of course please pray for the people of Kenya and the violence that is happening there. I know several US volunteers who are there now. They are safe but prayer is very important for them at the moment.

And as usual I have been writing some other updates on my Blog for those of you who are Internet savvy. The address is http://new.moltron.net/blog/ I also have many more pictures available at http://flickr.com/photos/themoltron

December was a rather interesting and eventful month. The advent season is rather big deal here since many more faces start to show up at church and they have special advent services on Fridays. The Pastor had many more projects for me to do, which included decorating; cleaning and making things look just right for Christmas. One of the projects involved assisting the electrician named Janko. We were installing some new lights on the outside of the church. My Slovak is at a point where I can converse fairly well on a basic level. I found out he lives in the village. It seems like I’m always meeting new people and that my Slovak is improving because many people comment on how well I speak but, to be honest I’m only just starting to understand the language.

On December 3rd St. Mikulaš Day is celebrated, St. Mikulaš goes around delivering small presents and candy to little children. He is sometimes accompanied by the devil who takes their treats and whips them if they are bad. Since all Children are Good? They get presents. In the stores they have Chocolate figures of both St. Mikulaš and the Devil. One of the ladies in the church, Kristina (She is like everyone’s favorite aunt for all the volunteers in Vrbovce) brought us a small bag of goodies. So, St. Mikulaš did visit me seeing as I’m just a big kid anyway.

Advent also marked the change in Liturgy. Just when I’m getting used to it, they changed it on me. The people have small hymnals but it is hard to find where things are sometimes because they know the liturgy by heart. I tried asking the pastor once but all he said was that it was in the book. The special advent services on Friday evenings were nice since they are a little more relaxed than Sunday service. There were times left open for people of the congregation to give open petitions of prayer. It was fun to hear children pray as well as moving to hear some of the older generation praying in tears about loved one who are ill.

The two other volunteers from Germany, Oliver and Flo went home for Christmas Holiday. Before the Holiday I was waiting for many cards to come but I had to wait until I arrived back to see if they came. I was fortunate enough to be invited to spend Christmas with a Pastor’s family in Košariska, which is another village about 25 minutes away. The wife, Susan, was the Pastor and the husband, Evan (pronounced ee-von), owns some property that he maintains and leases to various companies. The family has 2 little children, a boy Adam 2 and a girl Zuzka 5. They were very well behaved children for the most part. Children are children and they get into mischief. I spent about 5 days with them, it was fantastic. From the time I arrived I felt like I was part of the family. I was constantly being asked if I was hungry. And I tried to speak as much Slovak as I could and most people were impressed with how much I knew. Evan speaks English very well so; I was able to have things translated when I needed. Susan’s parents and brother came and made cookies and dried apples to decorate the Christmas tree or Strom?ek. Of course little Adam would grab them off the tree and eat them from time to time. They arranged for me to do some touristy things in the surrounding area as well. During my stay I got to ride a horse, see wild deer and ram as well as eat the meat, visit a hot spring and see the site of the famous Slovak General Štefanik. It was great experiencing a Slovak Christmas. They also gave me some really cool gifts. Gloves, a scarf (both of which I needed) and a book about General Štefanik. The Children got some big plastic cars and some videos. One Czech film called “Mach, Šebestova and the Magic Telephone” (translated in English) they watched 5 times. The second time we watched it we figured out it had English subtitles.

The Christmas Services was very nice and they sing many of the same melodies of Christmas songs I know. I don’t think it really dawned on me it was Christmas until the Christmas Day. One of the traditions I enjoyed was that the family would sing 1 or 2 Christmas songs and prayer before they had their family meals the day before, the day of and the day after Christmas. It was very simple thing but I could sense God’s presence there.

Well here are some interesting Slovak Christmas facts:
• The Traditional Slovak Meal is Karp; fish about the size of a small turkey can be bought in the stores from huge tanks.
• It is not a Slovak meal without soup; they make a special cabbage soup with Kolbasa (Sausage) and Huby (Mushrooms) called Kapustnica.
• Gifts are given traditionally after the family meal on the 24th.
• Slovak TV is usually filled with old Fairy Tales films from the 50’s -60’s from Czech and Russia and many American TV Christmas movies that are dubbed.

So after 5 days of Experiencing the fun and excited of Christmas in Slovakia I headed off to Geneva, Switzerland for the Taize European Gathering. For those of you unfamiliar with Taize, Taize is an Ecumenical order of brothers who are devoted to prayer and dialogue between all Christian faiths for reconciliation located in Taize, France. Every year young people come to experience simplicity, prayer and unity in Christ either in Taize or at one of several world gatherings held each year. This year in Geneva there were 40,000 people from all over Europe who came together to pray and share in the unity only Christ can bring. I was lucky enough to arrange being able meet my friend Kelly who is a volunteer this year like me but living in England. We were able to enjoy this time together and share this wonderful experience.

One of the many moving things about this event was seeing an almost empty space the size of 2 or 3 football fields being filled with people praying and singing in worship to God. People during this gathering are offered places to stay from local parishes and families. I stay in France in a Village called Divonne about 15 minutes from Geneva. I stay with an older retired Gentle man named Xavier and with another participant named Tomas from Poland. Both spoke very good English. We were 2 of many other people staying in Divonne during of the event. In the mornings we would spend time in prayer with the local church and break into small groups to discuss the theme the verse for the day. The songs and prayer throughout the event were in different languages and it was moving to hear them all and know that we are all have the same faith in Christ. It was also great getting to know and meet some many people from around the world. It definitely expanded my definition of church and what it means to worship God. Most people at the event spoke English but I met a rather large group of Slovaks so I was able to speak Slovak with them. Many of these same people were staying in Divonne as well.

I had some free time during the event to explore Geneva. Geneva is the French part of Switzerland and was a little warmer because of the Leman Lake. I was able to see many part of the old city that included some churches that were part of the protestant movement. Most of you are if you are Lutheran are only Luther and maybe Calvin but there were many more reformers who were persecuted. Many of these reformers retreated to Switzerland for safety. It has been insightful to see and learn more about other aspects of the reformation.

My New Years was spent in Divonne where our parish had a time of prayer. The prayer time was great and I felt like it was appropriate to reflect on the past year and the coming year with song and prayer. Then of course we celebrated, each country group was asked to share a little something of their culture. So everyone got a little taste of Spain, Poland, Slovenia, Austria, Germany, Slovakia, France, and many others. It was one of the best new years ever. Then next day we all said Good-bye but before we went were asked to have lunch with our hosts. So my host was invited to have dinner at a friend of his who was also hosting 3 girls from Poland. It was excellent we had Lamb and Potatoes, Green Beans, Champagne, red wine, French Cheese. What a way to start off the New Year.

I had to arrive home 2 days later only because when I arrived in Slovakia there were no buses to my village. So I spend the night in Bratislava and then headed back the next day. Upon Arrival I was told I had some a lot of mail. I arrived to find at least a dozen or more cards and several packages, I forget the exact number but it was a lot. Amazing and overwhelming. I felt absolutely blessed. The cards and messages were a great encouragement and I great reminder of how many people care back home. I enjoyed packages as well, which included “Peanut Butter” among the many other goodies. Sometimes it is the simple things you miss. I want to send a big Thank You to all of you who sent me a card or package. It is truly amazing to know I am loved in this way and thought of often.

In writing this letter and in Light of Christmas, New Years and the tragedies in Kenya, I want to share with you some of my reflections.

When we think of Christmas we think of the Christ child and how God send his Son. This of course is a sign of Love from the Father.

“This is real Love. It is not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his son as a sacrifice to take away our sins. Dear friends, since God loved us that much, we surely ought to love each other. No one has ever seen God. But, if we love each other, God lives in us and his love has been brought to full expression through us.” 1 John 4:10-12

This is the simplest expression of the Gospel. That since Christ loved Us we should Love. We should desire to be like our Master. While at the Taizé gathering many of the themes focused on Reconciliation. Looking to Forgive and making something new out of what is broken. Just look at the news and we see how broken the world is. We can that in the recent events in Kenya. The example of Christ is that as his disciple we are called to take the first step. In a letter written by one of the Taizé Brothers they say, “It is not a matter of forgetting a painful past, or being blind to present-day situations of injustice. The Gospel calls us beyond the memory of wounds by forgiving, and even to rise above the expectation of getting something in return. In this way we find the freedom of the children of God.” This statement greatly challenged me. How am I supposed to do this? But, I remember it is not just me it is only Christ through me that anything can happen.

It is often said, “If we think we know Jesus, READ The Gospel Again!!!” As the New Year begins I am challenged (as I hope you are too!) to really look at what our Master Jesus tells us about Love. Look at the story of the Good Samaritan (Luke 10:29-37) or Mary Magdalene (John 8:1-11). There are of course many other stories but, look at these stories with new eyes. We often forget how straightforward Jesus is about how we should Love. As the called people of God we are called to bear witness to a Kingdom of Love. Not just the Love we stereotype with Romantic love or Give everyone a big hug type love. Jesus is talking bigger and bolder. He is talking sacrificial love. The kind a Mother shows to children who get on her nerves or when a father offers forgiveness when a child has disobeyed yet again. The kind Jesus died on a cross for.
1 John also says

“Everyone who loves God is born of God and experiences a relationship with God. The Person who refuses to love doesn’t know the first thing about God, Because God is Love – So if you don’t know him you don’t know love” 1 John 4:7-9

How can we love God if we don’t love our neighbors? If we are all made in the image of God we must honor God by loving others. Before we get discouraged we must remember that Christ sent the Holy Spirit to guide and be with those who believe. We cannot love until the father first loves us. Let us endeavor to love. So we pray,

Heavenly Father,
The message of the Gospel is Clear; You loved us so we can love others
It is a Love beyond just some warm and fuzzy feeling and at times it can be difficult
Help us to understand how you want us to Love by learning more about your example through Christ, Be with Us as we attempt and fail by our efforts alone but, succeed when you are with us, Help us know we are Loved as much as those who need Love
In the name of our Master and Redeemer
Jesus Christ, AMEN!!!

God’s Blessings and Peace be with you,
? Christ’s Servant in Slovakia

Mark Molter

Colourful fresco od David and Goliath in Regensburg (Bavaria), Germany
David and Goliath
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I was reading through the bible when I came upon the story of David and Goliath. It is a very familiar story for many. One of the things that struck me when I read it this time was David’s response before he kills Goliath.

David said to the Philistine, “You come against me with sword and spear and javelin, but I come against you in the name of the LORD Almighty, the God of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied. This day the LORD will hand you over to me, and I’ll strike you down and cut off your head. Today I will give the carcasses of the Philistine army to the birds of the air and the beasts of the earth, and the whole world will know that there is a God in Israel. All those gathered here will know that it is not by sword or spear that the LORD saves; for the battle is the LORD’s, and he will give all of you into our hands.” 1 Samuel 17:45-47 NIV

His confidence in God is amazing. You can also see an hint of anger. David was certain that the Philistines made God angry. He knew that God was going to punish them. David is also acknowledging his own weakness. He places the Lord as victorious, not him or anyone else. The battle is won only because the Lord won it.

David’s response is something I wish I could live up to. I’m so worried about ME being victorious I forget who really is supposed to win. Jesus’ response echos David’s response. Jesus was not afraid to die, he knew who had to win. Jesus died so that God’s eternal plan for us would be victorious. He gave up his Life but, in the end he never lost it. God provided the greatest of victories. Victory over death.


Burning Bush Coffee Company
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This past weekend I attended Winter Celebration. A Youth Event for high school students. The Theme was from Exodus 3, when Moses encounters the Burning Bush.
The overall event reminded me how important it is to remember God is with me through whatever I do. I’m also reminded that God calls us to do something that only we can do. I’m still struggling to figure out what that looks like for me. God calls to us and we need to remember those Burning Bushes our lives.

I met with small group of adults. It was encouraging to hear people’s stories and to know that they have gone through many of the same doubts and struggles I am going through right now. The biggest struggle I have right now is dealing with myself worth. Having been out of work for about 2 weeks now, it is hard to feel an sense of accomplishment or motivation for things. It also doesn’t help to see my savings slowly dwindling.

I think what I got most of the weekend was a sense that God is bigger than I am and only He knows who I really am. God is will take care of me ,if I’m willing to listen and take a step of a faith. I mentioned in a early blog entry about how I’m blessed when I’m at the end of my rope because there is more of God and less of me. I’m finding that I am reevaluating what it means to be humble and understanding.

When I go out I look at all people working, and I see them from a different perspective than I have in the past. Many of the upper and middle class look down at these people who are working hard. They are people working hard to make a living. We are so afraid of what people think about our occupation that will mask it my judging others. I’m learning that I need to stop evaluating my self-worth based on what I do. I need realize who God is and who He created Me to be. Because “God Is Who He Is” and He is Good.